Friday, April 10, 2009

SOHA

Remember Soha

The sun had worn his best smile

And the day was radiant

And the enchanted breeze

Of that November afternoon

Remember Soha

I came across you at the Lotus petrol pump

You were in your car

Talking on the phone

You were smiling

When I knocked on your window

Was I smiling too?

Remember, Soha?

 

I didn’t know you

You didn’t know me

Remember

Just remember that day

Feels like yesterday

And a thousand years ago

“ Soha”

You introduced yourself

I introduced myself

Then we drove to the actor’s workshop.

 

Hate was a forerunner to my love

I remember

Don’t resent when I say this

But I didn't particularly like you that day

I resented you then

I remember, Soha

How can I forget?

You stood there like a happy child

With a happy face

In that happy lane

Of a happy city

On a happy day

 

Did it rain that day?

No, it did not

But somehow today I feel like it did

Like the sea engulfed me

In that very lane

Of that very city

On that very day

 

Oh Soha

That fleeting moment!

It seems I am still frozen there

I still pass by the Lotus petrol pump

But its not the same now

The sun does not wear a smile

And the day looks desolate

And in the breeze you can feel a tear of grief

I have been that way every month of the year

And yet I can’t find that moment

As if its gone missing

Like a child in a carnival of emotions

Or has it died in the arms of time?

 

There is nothing left there.

Except the petrol pump.